You hurt my heart deeply.
You told me you love me.
But when your friend ask who am I you said "friend" WTF!
In you heart I am always you friend.. Icic..
You told me you don't wanna talk to HER.
And in the first place don't you tell her tat I am you girlfriend lehs??
Werid enough uh!!
I dunno what I should do.
Cry you say heart pain.
I angry you keep call me. Don't angry.
What the point saying sorry when the damage already done?
Sorry can heal my heart?
If only sorry can let me forgive you.
Some time I was wondering if you truely love me anot Lorhs.
Or I don't ment to be yours?
Some time I ask my self..
Could this relationship last long?
This question I have ask unteen time.
Never get The answer..
Hopefully time will tell me barbs..
But what I know is if he contuine this kind of crap..
Hiding thing..
Soon or later I will choose to give up.
Although you meant the whole world to be.
But I cant stAnd my boy lie to me or keeping secert from me.
That the way I live!
No one can change me.
NO ONE!!
Labels: Why lie to me
Happy birthday to you..
happy birthday to you..
happy birthday to dear dear..=)
happy Birthday to you..!
you are 19th year old liao..=)
hope you can come out soon enough..=)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR..! HAPPY BIRTHDAY.!
MAY YOUR WISHES COME TRUE..=)
<3
i am waiting.!
Labels: happy birthday to you
Should i go Japan and start a new chapter of my life? there is a great offer over there..but i need to restart my whole life..learn their langues..Japanese seem to be so hard to learn..as for those know me well..know that i arent good at learning new stuff.unless the thing i gonna learn is something i am..intrested of..go there one month atleast can earn 1-2k sgd..but..the idea is tempeted me alot..making new friend..learn new langues..everything need to learn..like i am a new born baby..starting to learn how to speak..everything seem so far..so tough..3months..go there for 3 months..if i still cannot fit in.. i will come back to Singapore..my life in Singapore never been very good..rubbish life..maybe start a new fresh page of my life..is a good chioce?i been thinking alot recently..wad i most cant bare to let go in Singapore..is my friend..shall i go?although thing there is quite cheap compare to singapore?there ALOT of thing i need to learn..i dont know if i can cope anot..i scared i might go mad..while learning new stuff..while i never even think of it..Japan.. hmmm...4 season country..never seen snow in my life beforesee snowing before i die..maybe i wont have any regrets?see snow while i am alive is one of my greates wishes..there is still alot of thing i need to learn..before i go Japan..i seriously..dunno what to do..daddy wan me to go so much..he wan me to accompany him go..while he help his boss when he is over there..he knows how to speak Japaneses..but me?some easy easy one?like those normal kids know?`Kawai``Sayonara``Konichiwa``Watashi Wa blah blah blah`those easy stuff i might know..but having a conversion..in JAPANESE!? dont dare to think..dont dare to touch also..althought Japan got alot yummy thing..but go there i really dunno i can cope anot..i dont like to see my parents dissapointed at me..my education sux..my whole life sux..i cant do thing well..i only know how to create trouble..i know i might be not a very good daughter..but i only hope i can give them a better life?i have been very sloppy this few years..i tried..i worked..but those working with me arent that friendly..i tortrate..i contunine work at there..cos i know..my parent dont wanna see their own daughter being sloppy..only know how to spend money when i dont know how hard moeny is earned..so i contine work there although..they thought i am having fun..i never complain to them..i keep everything in my heart..cos i know this is the only way i know..not to let my parents worried..but it is a good chioce?maybe they wan to know more about my work..but i never told them?they know alot of thing that is going through in my mind..i think they understand me?even i said nothing?they have been a very good parents..and understanding ones.and i really love them..so if is possible go there work..i think i might wanna go there and try it out..=)accutally i think i will.=D hahas..Wish me Luck barhs..and thanks for reading my blog..=)I think i shall think the positve way.=)
Cheers JiaHui..=)
Labels: `Japan Here I come`
Happy anniversary.,deari guess we both dont have the mood to be happy about it..hmm..working now..no mood to write more..so tired..so need some one to talk to..haish..forget it..i shall go sleep..let time help me forget those tiredness..what a tiring day after work..so tired..Labels: happy anniverdary
WOW..WOW..WOW..
another 1 month pass right under our nose..!
so fast..
DEAR..
HAPPY 3YEARS 4MONTHS!!
hope you are good..
wad ever you do..
please take good care..=)
how i hope i can see your face again..
your face is fadding..
from my memories..
all i can do now..
is look at those photos..
we took together..=)
or else..
i scared i really might really forget your face..=)
memories wont fade from my brain..=)
i promise..=)
i love you..=)
Labels: hopping to see you again
is been 3years 3month..=)
so long eh..??
dear..
Happy Anniversary..!
i still love you alot..
like i use to..=)
miss you..alot..
love you like i use to..=)
i forget the voices of your already..
sad uh??
but i wont forget the way you..
show me your love me..
the way you hugged me..
when i cant sleep..
crap with me..
talk with me..
but always..
you were the one who fall asleep first..=)
i our relationship..
we..
Quarrels ALOT ALOT..
we FIGHT..
so many thing..
reading all tose letter you wrote to me..
when you were in RTC..
i still cry..
i will still cry..=)
i am dumb uh??
that who i am..=)
that the real JiaHui..=D
DEAR ILOVEYOU!!
Labels: happy 3year 3months annvierdayr
Is 1 SOLID YEARS..
"ClapClap"
time flies so fast uh..
that time i was still thinking..
18month..how am i gonna cope..
but after 6month..
it seem that eveything is fine..=)
6month..
wad i have been doing between this time..
say frankly..
i also dunno..
maybe?
Sleep??
Eat..??
that wad i have been doing..
all my saving spend on SMOKING..
can you belive it??
i and suspect that i gonna be heavy smoker liao..=D
i have been sick like 1weeks?
than there a lump at my neck..
i dunno wad is it..
i also not gonna to do anything about it..=)
i am still counting DAYS for the date to come..=)
2011 1st june..=)
i am waiting..
i am still waiting..=D
I MISS YOU.!
Labels: waiting no matter wad
