there is a great offer over there..
but i need to restart my whole life..
learn their langues..
Japanese seem to be so hard to learn..
as for those know me well..
know that i arent good at learning new stuff.
unless the thing i gonna learn is something i am..
intrested of..
go there one month atleast can earn 1-2k sgd..
but..
the idea is tempeted me alot..
making new friend..
learn new langues..
everything need to learn..
like i am a new born baby..
starting to learn how to speak..
everything seem so far..so tough..
3months..
go there for 3 months..
if i still cannot fit in..
i will come back to Singapore..
my life in Singapore never been very good..
rubbish life..
maybe start a new fresh page of my life..
is a good chioce?
i been thinking alot recently..
wad i most cant bare to let go in Singapore..
is my friend..
shall i go?
although thing there is quite cheap compare to singapore?
there ALOT of thing i need to learn..
i dont know if i can cope anot..
i scared i might go mad..
while learning new stuff..
while i never even think of it..
Japan..
hmmm...
4 season country..
never seen snow in my life before
see snowing before i die..
maybe i wont have any regrets?
see snow while i am alive is one of my greates wishes..
there is still alot of thing i need to learn..
before i go Japan..
i seriously..
dunno what to do..
daddy wan me to go so much..
he wan me to accompany him go..
while he help his boss when he is over there..
he knows how to speak Japaneses..
but me?
some easy easy one?
like those normal kids know?
`Kawai`
`Sayonara`
`Konichiwa`
`Watashi Wa blah blah blah`
those easy stuff i might know..
but having a conversion..in JAPANESE!?
dont dare to think..dont dare to touch also..
althought Japan got alot yummy thing..
but go there i really dunno i can cope anot..
i dont like to see my parents dissapointed at me..
my education sux..
my whole life sux..
i cant do thing well..
i only know how to create trouble..
i know i might be not a very good daughter..
but i only hope i can give them a better life?
i have been very sloppy this few years..
i tried..
i worked..
but those working with me arent that friendly..
i tortrate..
i contunine work at there..
cos i know..
my parent dont wanna see their own daughter being sloppy..
only know how to spend money when i dont know how hard moeny is earned..
so i contine work there although..
they thought i am having fun..
i never complain to them..
i keep everything in my heart..
cos i know this is the only way i know..
not to let my parents worried..
but it is a good chioce?
maybe they wan to know more about my work..
but i never told them?
they know alot of thing that is going through in my mind..
i think they understand me?
even i said nothing?
they have been a very good parents..
and understanding ones.
and i really love them..
so if is possible go there work..
i think i might wanna go there and try it out..=)
accutally i think i will.=D hahas..
Wish me Luck barhs..
and thanks for reading my blog..=)
I think i shall think the positve way.=)
Cheers JiaHui..=)
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