what i went through ever day...

You hurt my heart you know that?

2010-10-30T12:09:00.001+08:00

You hurt my heart deeply.
You told me you love me.
But when your friend ask who am I you said "friend" WTF!
In you heart I am always you friend.. Icic..
You told me you don't wanna talk to HER.
And in the first place don't you tell her tat I am you girlfriend lehs??
Werid enough uh!!
I dunno what I should do.
Cry you say heart pain.
I angry you keep call me. Don't angry.
What the point saying sorry when the damage already done?
Sorry can heal my heart?
If only sorry can let me forgive you.
Some time I was wondering if you truely love me anot Lorhs.
Or I don't ment to be yours?
Some time I ask my self..
Could this relationship last long?
This question I have ask unteen time.
Never get The answer..
Hopefully time will tell me barbs..
But what I know is if he contuine this kind of crap..
Hiding thing..
Soon or later I will choose to give up.
Although you meant the whole world to be.
But I cant stAnd my boy lie to me or keeping secert from me.
That the way I live!
No one can change me.
NO ONE!!

Happy Birthday..=)

2010-10-02T00:20:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday to you..
happy birthday to you..
happy birthday to dear dear..=)
happy Birthday to you..!
you are 19th year old liao..=)
hope you can come out soon enough..=)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR..! HAPPY BIRTHDAY.!
MAY YOUR WISHES COME TRUE..=)
<3
i am waiting.!

SheSha. =)

2010-10-02T00:14:00.006+08:00

SheSha is LOVED!
had a fun day with them..=) <3>

Should i or Should i not?

2010-09-08T05:19:00.003+08:00

Should i go Japan and start a new chapter of my life?
there is a great offer over there..
but i need to restart my whole life..
learn their langues..
Japanese seem to be so hard to learn..
as for those know me well..
know that i arent good at learning new stuff.
unless the thing i gonna learn is something i am..
intrested of..
go there one month atleast can earn 1-2k sgd..
but..
the idea is tempeted me alot..
making new friend..
learn new langues..
everything need to learn..
like i am a new born baby..
starting to learn how to speak..
everything seem so far..so tough..
3months..
go there for 3 months..
if i still cannot fit in..
i will come back to Singapore..
my life in Singapore never been very good..
rubbish life..
maybe start a new fresh page of my life..
is a good chioce?
i been thinking alot recently..
wad i most cant bare to let go in Singapore..
is my friend..
shall i go?
although thing there is quite cheap compare to singapore?
there ALOT of thing i need to learn..
i dont know if i can cope anot..
i scared i might go mad..
while learning new stuff..
while i never even think of it..
Japan..
hmmm...
4 season country..
never seen snow in my life before
see snowing before i die..
maybe i wont have any regrets?
see snow while i am alive is one of my greates wishes..
there is still alot of thing i need to learn..
before i go Japan..
i seriously..
dunno what to do..
daddy wan me to go so much..
he wan me to accompany him go..
while he help his boss when he is over there..
he knows how to speak Japaneses..
but me?
some easy easy one?
like those normal kids know?
`Kawai`
`Sayonara`
`Konichiwa`
`Watashi Wa blah blah blah`
those easy stuff i might know..
but having a conversion..in JAPANESE!?
dont dare to think..dont dare to touch also..
althought Japan got alot yummy thing..
but go there i really dunno i can cope anot..
i dont like to see my parents dissapointed at me..
my education sux..
my whole life sux..
i cant do thing well..
i only know how to create trouble..
i know i might be not a very good daughter..
but i only hope i can give them a better life?
i have been very sloppy this few years..
i tried..
i worked..
but those working with me arent that friendly..
i tortrate..
i contunine work at there..
cos i know..
my parent dont wanna see their own daughter being sloppy..
only know how to spend money when i dont know how hard moeny is earned..
so i contine work there although..
they thought i am having fun..
i never complain to them..
i keep everything in my heart..
cos i know this is the only way i know..
not to let my parents worried..
but it is a good chioce?
maybe they wan to know more about my work..
but i never told them?
they know alot of thing that is going through in my mind..
i think they understand me?
even i said nothing?
they have been a very good parents..
and understanding ones.
and i really love them..
so if is possible go there work..
i think i might wanna go there and try it out..=)
accutally i think i will.=D hahas..
Wish me Luck barhs..
and thanks for reading my blog..=)
I think i shall think the positve way.=)
Cheers JiaHui..=)

happy 3year 5month annivesary dear..=)

2010-08-03T21:32:00.002+08:00

Happy anniversary.,dear
i guess we both dont have the mood to be happy about it..
hmm..
working now..
no mood to write more..
so tired..
so need some one to talk to..
haish..
forget it..
i shall go sleep..
let time help me forget those tiredness..
what a tiring day after work..
so tired..

happy 3year 4month annivesary dear..=)

2010-07-11T08:49:00.002+08:00

WOW..WOW..WOW..

another 1 month pass right under our nose..!

so fast..

DEAR..

HAPPY 3YEARS 4MONTHS!!

hope you are good..

wad ever you do..

please take good care..=)

how i hope i can see your face again..

your face is fadding..

from my memories..

all i can do now..

is look at those photos..

we took together..=)

or else..

i scared i really might really forget your face..=)

memories wont fade from my brain..=)

i promise..=)

i love you..=)

is been 3 YEARS 3 MONTH.

2010-07-03T00:37:00.005+08:00

is been 3years 3month..=)

so long eh..??

dear..

Happy Anniversary..!

i still love you alot..

like i use to..=)

miss you..alot..

love you like i use to..=)

i forget the voices of your already..

sad uh??

but i wont forget the way you..

show me your love me..

the way you hugged me..

when i cant sleep..

crap with me..

talk with me..

but always..

you were the one who fall asleep first..=)

i our relationship..

we..

Quarrels ALOT ALOT..

we FIGHT..

so many thing..

reading all tose letter you wrote to me..

when you were in RTC..

i still cry..

i will still cry..=)

i am dumb uh??

that who i am..=)

that the real JiaHui..=D

DEAR ILOVEYOU!!

Dear..is 1 solid years..

2010-06-01T19:57:00.002+08:00

Is 1 SOLID YEARS..
"ClapClap"
time flies so fast uh..
that time i was still thinking..
18month..how am i gonna cope..
but after 6month..
it seem that eveything is fine..=)
6month..
wad i have been doing between this time..
say frankly..
i also dunno..
maybe?
Sleep??
Eat..??
that wad i have been doing..
all my saving spend on SMOKING..
can you belive it??
i and suspect that i gonna be heavy smoker liao..=D
i have been sick like 1weeks?
than there a lump at my neck..
i dunno wad is it..
i also not gonna to do anything about it..=)
i am still counting DAYS for the date to come..=)
2011 1st june..=)
i am waiting..
i am still waiting..=D

I MISS YOU.!

~Happy~!

2010-05-06T01:17:00.003+08:00

Left 12Month i Think..
Maple Has Been My Favourite Pass Time..=)
I Am Here To Tell The Whole World!
JiaHui Is Quiting Somking Real Soon!~
Wondering?Why Suddenly Wanna Quit?
There Is SomeOne In My Mind Keep Telling Me
"Time To Quit Somking Liao JiaHui. Time To Stop."
I alway listen to the person in My MIND~
I Dunno Who Isit.
But I Know..Is Time..?
i Ruin My Slef For 2-3Years..
Maybe Really Is Time To Stop?
o.O..
I Think Is Time..=)
Is Really Time.=)
SomeOne Might Ask..
Why When 17 Than Quite Why Dont wan Sooner?
Cos..
I Also Dunno.
If That Person In My Mind Appear Earlyer..
I Might Do So Much Much More Earlyer.=)
But i know is never too late..=)
Correct?
I Have Set Up My Mind~
Belive Me i Will Do So..
Give me a little Clap Will You?
Xie Xie..=_=..

iloveyou My Dear.

i Really Do..

Miss You Dearly.!

"I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE

WAITING FOR YOU!"

Wee Woo Wee! today is 3rd May!

2010-05-03T18:57:00.003+08:00

Weee Wooo Weee..!!

Today is 3rdMay.

Recive His de letter..

cry while reading it..

mood turn bad one i saw His letter..!

haish..

12more month left..!

6month has pass..

12more month and i am waiting Him.

to come out and say "you LOVE ME!."

i never forget every 3rd day of the month..

NEVER!

i will NEVER FORGET!

HAPPY 3YEAR 2MONTH ANNIVERSARY!!

hearing song make me misses you..

2010-04-22T15:40:00.003+08:00

Song..
hearing song make me misses you alot..=(
song we used to heard together..
song we used to sing together..
and remix our own=)
but now..
we only can contact through letter..=(
1month get once or twice nia..
i keep asking myself..
how do i cope those months and day without you?
Laptop Bed and Cigarette is my best friend..=)
time is my HUBBY!!~

~Eat some thing wrong~

2010-04-14T05:07:00.003+08:00

I think i Eat some thing wrong yesterday..
keep running toilet..
stomach like tap no off..
keep run..
so pain..
so tired..
not much thing to do also..
maple maple maple..
hahas...
now is 5.00am
dont dare sleep..
later sleep liao..
afternoon wake up..
bed sheet dirty liao..
hahas!
JOKING!!=)

just write finish letter to my dearest..=)
up date what has been happening around us.
when he is in side.=)
wrote quite long=)
so take quite a long time..=)

DANNY KOR KOR..
I HOPE YOU WILL BE FINE..
ALL THE BEST TO YOU..=)
TAKE GOOD CARE UH!!
IMISSYOU!!!
dont do dumb dumb thing again liao!!

Slacking at Zhen Hua

2010-04-11T00:48:00.003+08:00

do nothing recently..
siste Bday went clemeti eat steamboat..
not quite yummy.=X
that day is sis Bday i told her i no buy her present..
she like shag shag whole day still say i every year no buy present..
till 11.50+pm i gave her the present hahas..
didnt see how she react cos she was bathing disturb her haha!!
this few day slacking at ZhenHua with new friend and old friend..
all bad boy..but friendly and nice to chat with hahas!!
after slacking with them home-ed..
than maple maple maple..=)
hahas!!
not much either 5april recive dear dear de letter..
his hand writing like inprove..
he told he convet to christian!!
zzzz..
i going to write back tell him i dont like christian de people..
see how he react haha!!
no offcence to christian..=)
his now de english more and more chim..
power sia him..
he told me he gonna slim down..
than later he come out his tummy sure become round round de..
hahas..!
still left 13+month..AIZAI!!..
time starting to get faster liao=D
not like last time..
slow like dunno wad sia=)
yesterday went GekPoh..
saw many old fwen which i long long time no see.=)
so happy chat with them=D
than pack food go home..=)
wad a warm day today!
zzz..
make me sweat like dunno wad..
hahas..
going out finding work soon liao..
No Work=No Money=No life!
hahas..
i must guai guai liao..
must find work..
than got money..=)
now bank money more and more less liao..
dunno spend at what sia..
but what i know mostly is spend on Cigg..=)
hahas..
trying to cut down..
as i promise xuan wei=D hehes..
got work can intro??
hahas..

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO JIAMIN..

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST PAPA!!

dear i still waiting for you uh..=)
iloveyou more than you can imagine..!!

TODAY IS April 3rd

2010-04-03T11:55:00.003+08:00

Today i is April 3rd..=)
so fast yet time seem so slow..
haish..
just wake up..
nothing much to say..=C
HAPPY 3YEAR 1MONTH ANNIVERSARY!
iloveyou dear.!!

~mapling~

2010-04-02T15:02:00.003+08:00

This few day never blog..
cos Maple..
maple maple..
if you got play maple..
add me norhs..
Aquila- wOaiiBenDans~
yesterday 6hour chiong 2 level so tired.
than around 2 plus sleep..
today 7am than wake up..=)
Power ehs??
hahas..
i going Jp liao..
buhbyes..=)
play mape jiu remember that time
darren and me siao one..
play 24hour stright..
no sleep..
now the only way to recall those happy memories is..
listern to his favourite songs..
see thos photo we took tgt..
hahas..
miss him so much..
haish..
just sent him letter.=)
hahas.
tmr we 3year 1month liao..
so fast..
IMISSYOU dear!!

nothing much happened..

2010-03-27T06:52:00.002+08:00

found that i seem like long time no update liao..
since now very free jiu update barh..
also nothing much happened this week.
only wanted to tell someone something at here hope that person can see.

" I stop bugging you already.. we shall be friends..we shall we like last time we used to..
i shall stop think of this rubbish thing that came out of your mouth..
all like acting all like just wanted to make me happy..
all the fish and all the crab..
i dont wan care..=)
now i seriously need a job..no need you.
i very fan ehs..i know..
i keep flooding all my msg in your phone..
i also find it fan..
i now learn to control till flooding you phone with my text..
i do wad i say and i say wad i do..
not like you..
i treat you good you will treat me good..
i hope is real i also hope is not real=)
you though i keep call you pei me slack..
just because i want back thoes money i lend you..
YOU ARE WRONG..
i just want people to pei me..
pei me slack..
that all..
as easy as ABC..
i been roting at home for dunno how many month,,
you say you wan people pei you slack..you wan to talk to..
i pei you..
in the end..ingore my text when i need people pei..
FINE..by all mean..
i dont care liao..
i dont care you happy or sad..
need people to pei you talk or wad..
or need peope make you happy..
i shall not bother you anymore..
i will learn you..
ingore your msg..
treat me as friend ehs..
fine=)
i treat you like nobody to ME!
i shall learn to forgive and NOT FORGET what you say and what you promise me..!!
whenyou need peole to pei you..
just dont think of me can already..
i have enuff of your rubbish already..
you not in good mood i make you laugh make you smile
when i not good mood who make me laugh make me smille..
i ask you..
you wont be the one i can tell you..
YOU WONT BE THE ONE!!!.
belive me or not..
i wont be making you laugh or smile anymore..
i shall always remember what you told me..
i shall see what you say is real or lies..
but i belive is lie..=)
when i with friend you wan i accompany you i did..
but when you with friend i wan you accompany me did you??
you just say you not free.."

find dont talk about that person liao..
just now Jia Arron Tan pei me go 7eleven..
buy cig..he keep disturb me..
i scared they ask for my IC when i buy cig..
than he keep call me go try buy..
heng i buy dao..
if not he sure desiao me one..
sure laugh till he stomach pain one..=)
hahas..
than now do nothing..
blog blog smoke smoke..
sleep soon liao..=)

I Try..

2010-03-23T23:19:00.004+08:00

Is hard to maintain at relationship..
when your other half is not by your side..
and cant accompany you..because of his own problem..
there is so many guys i not yet know..
there might me other waiting for me who know.?
i try to let our love stay strong dear..
but i shall try my best to wait for you..
i try..i shall do my best uh..=)
but i dunno i can wait till so long anot..
but what i could say is i will try..=)
i still haven set up my mind..
if i would stop waiting for you..
i still dont know..
or maybe stay single..?
i dunno neh..
is like if i like other boy boy..
because of you..
that guys know you like good good pals..
than i like waitingfor you..
like bastard..
not i out side got boy boy..
is weird..
this does not count as relationship..
if i choose to stop our relationship i would tell you..
but i still not mean i would larhs.
dont anyhow guess uh..
i just say i try..
I Will Try To Wait You..!

friend are still the best..

2010-03-21T06:50:00.004+08:00

i think friends are still the best..
can slack..
talk all trouble to..
lonely can find them come out chit chat..
ton..talk all those happy memories..
so good..!!
when sad..they make you laugh like hell..
just came back from 932..
went safar play pool..
not bad skilled improved..
happy!!=)
friends still the best..!!
i love my friends!!
thanks for give such a good days..=)
so glad u gave this kind of good friend..!!
need sleep liao..
later going bugis with them..
if not sleeping later cannot wake up liao..
by the way now is 6.54am=)
morning..=)
hahas..

Rainning..

2010-03-20T20:41:00.004+08:00

Rainning..

every time rains..
i will think of darren..
every time rainning..
he would hugging me when i say i am cold..
than make me sleep in his arm..
i really miss you dear..
i miss your warmth..
i miss those time when i am sleeping in your arms.
how i wish i can sleep in your arms again..=(
i miss you dear..!

I thought you were different from other

2010-03-20T19:52:00.007+08:00

I thought you were different from other..
never did i know you were totally same with them..
make me so dissapointed in you..
so dissapointed..
if all of you are the same..
who can i belive..
who can i tell all my trouble to??
i thought you can be trust..
i thought you were good..
i know i was dreaming..
is was good dream..
i wake up already..
thanks for all the good thing you did for me friend..
when i was in my dream..=)

i still your friend..
a friend can make you smile..
make you forget all those sad thing..
that happened to you.

i shall not bother you anymore..=)
you got problem than text me barhs..=)
i will alwyas treat you as friend..!
FRIENDS for ever..=)

foolish rumors..!

2010-03-19T20:40:00.004+08:00

WARNING LOOK HERE!

I WANt TO MAKE MY SLEF CLEAR..

I AM NOT GOING TO STOP WAITING FOR DARREN..

FOR THOSE WHO KEEP SPREADING THOSE REMOURS..

THAT I AM STOP WAITING FOR HIM..!

IF HAPPENED TO SEE MY BLOG HERE..

STOP IT..!

I MEAN IT..!!

DONT MAKE MY LIFE UP SIDE DOWN..!!!

I WANT A NORMAL LIFE

I DONT WAN PEOPLE..

KEEP CALLING ME..

SAY " GOT PEOPLE SAY YOU STOP WAITING DARREN ARHS?"

STOP IT..!

IS ANNOYING!!

I AM GOING TO WAIT..

DUDE OR BABE.STOP IT..!!!

all thanks to TEOMEISHENG!

2010-03-19T20:13:00.004+08:00

DAMN..

TIRED..

all thanks to you..

TEO MEI SHENG!!

disturb me..at 5am+

say wan webcam wib me..

than okay lorhs..

webcam wib him till 10am+

he say wan go dota..

than i go bath

meet at 11am+

than go 964 take his breakfast..

hai me no sleep for whole day..

than went to go IMM interview working at GIANT..

but they dont wan us..

go buy earring for mummy..

her early Mother's Day present..

at TAKA..

cost me $89..

so go eat..

than go smoke..

walk go take bus than head home..

reach home around 5 plus..

pass mummy her earring..

she so suprise..=D

wear the earring go disturb papa..

hahas..

AS LONG AS SHE LIKE..

no matter how much it cost..

i will be happy..=D

sleep soon liao..

8.20pm now..

eye lid dropping down liaos..=D

recive SuiQi call..

she told me she wan quit smoking..

today first day..

i tell her i give her 1week she sure will..

smoke back..

MWAHAHAS..!!

JiaYous!!

dont make me guess correct..

JiaYous!!!

Btw..is fun going out with MeiSheng..=D

wad a great day with him at IMM..=D

mwahahahs!!

THANKS YOU MEI SHENG..=D

PINK LOLLIPOP!!

2010-03-17T19:19:00.004+08:00

Whoo..

i got myslf..

PINK LOLLIPOP..

so happy..

Finally got my idea phone..

so light so cute..=D

hahas..

I AM SURE GETTING THS PHONE!!!

2010-03-13T01:53:00.006+08:00

I AM SURE I AM GOING TO GET THE PINK or the BABY BLUE PHONE!!!

LG GD580..

so cute so nice.

is a flip phone..=D

without contract is $489..

expensive ehs??

I DONT CARE!!

i am getting it!!

so excited of getting it..

MwaHAHA!!

i am getting this no matter wad!!!!

Give Comments lehs..

tell me which one i should buy..=D

TV spoiled..=(

2010-03-07T22:42:00.001+08:00

Damm!
TV spoiled..
WTH!
went IMM shop around..
wanted to buy a earrin for my Mummy..
but went 4 shop around there.
cannot find the one she like..
NVM..
tell her i will buy for her means..
i will buy for her one..
hahas..
than went DAISO..
shop around..
buy this buy that..hahas!!
Than go GIANT find got CHEAP TV anot..
dont have lehs..mummy if wan cheap one..
the image not good one..
than went around GIANT..
wanted to buy some Ice-Cream..
but papa say he wan go other place find..
than went around Gaylang find Audio House..
reach there found out they move away already..
LOL!!
but dunno why went around gaylang till Boon Eng..
foud Audio House..
tha brought 32'inch LCD TV..
$700+
LOLS!!!
than dunno go where eat Fish-Head Steamboat..
Eww..!!
spend $58.80 eat digusting food!!
no nice one!!
waste money eating..
than nothin much already..
went home fix the TV..
reaching home at 9pm+
now is 10pm+
hahas..

[dear]
waiting for your letter..=D
13more month left!!
hahas..
faster faster reach few day left!
hahas..
mwarrk..
still love you like i used to!!

last day on this earth..

2010-03-04T18:58:00.004+08:00

today was the last day for 干妈to be on this earth..
her memories and voice will always be in my heart..
although..she left the world..
and start another life of hers..
in another world..
i told her..
thanks for taking me for so long..
since i were a small kids..
i told her..
if there is next life i dont mind being her 干女儿..
i will be very happy..
i will be glad..
now all i have in memories of her..
is her photo..
and a logo of her "等一下我打你屁股！" =D
she every time say this to me..
when i was naughty..
now cry..
sad for the whole day..
also no use liao..
"No Use Crying Over Spiled Milk"
i will never forget 干妈de ..

28th"Feb2010..

3march2007 we being together..

2010-03-03T01:01:00.009+08:00

today 3rd march..

3year ago de today..

we been together..

3year later we are still together..

30Years Later we will still be tgether..

i belive.=)
3years..aren't short..

and not long
happy 3year with me..dear..
mwarrks love you loads..=)

every year this date has been special to me...

but
to me this year is never going to be a happy year..

starting of the year..
干妈leave me

you in RTC

for so long..

when i am sad..you cant accompany me..
i miss those day i was with you.
when i feel like going out..
you cant pei me go shopping..
shopping alone very boring lehs..haishs..

this year will never going to be a good start or me..

i just a lonely and sad year..

nothing happy going to happened..

what happened to me..

it seem i cant do anything correct..

i seem that nothing can make me happy..

there is one thing..

that thing is you dear..=D

your sound..your face make my life happy..

now it seem so weird..

Without you..
haish..

"Life aren't the same..

without you..!"

"Life aren't going to be

important to me ANYMORE"

i hope our love will be stong when you come out..
or when you inside..=D

我爱你！

i reach home around 10 plus

2010-03-02T23:48:00.002+08:00

wad a tiring day at my干妈 funeral..
never stay over night because..
i dont like to see sickenig FcKing of some one at there..
accutally i should not leave there and go home one..
i should stay there one..
but who care..
Some how..my 干妈 another 干女儿..
no use one..
her 干妈 die..she sit down at behind chit chat with..
her family member..
WTF!!
so no respect the dead..
so no manners at all..
before she die..
she still got stay at their house..
i nearly 1Year plus never saw her..
not contact me..
yet i do this do that like..
her own daughter..
after the last day..
if the funeral..
who also dont contact who..
act as if we dont know each other..
act as if we are totally stranger..
they have no respect to the dead..
why must we respect them lehs?
not i no respect them..
is just they dont worth for me to respect them..

[dear]
干妈 funeral ending soon liao..
today is 2march liao..
fast hor??
tomorrow 3year liao..hahas..
waiting for the time to go faster..
when 4th year..
you soon comming out already..=D
hahas!!!
i am still waiting for you letter to come..
i am still waiting for you to come out..=D

干妈passed away on 28th February 2010

2010-03-01T21:59:00.003+08:00

干妈passed away peacefully on 28th February 201o.
干妈..dont worry about us..
we all grown up already..
rest in peace ba..
i know you have a tough time when you were alive..
干爹leave the world early..
and make you suffer..
you were having Breast Cancer..
but it spread through all you body..
toward your head..that causes you to pass away..
i think now you are with 干爹 already..
i think you are much more happy than suffering..correct.??
人生短短几十年，
life are shorter than we can imagine..
do what you always..wanted to do..
dont regretted when you are not able to do..
just 2year..
short 2 years..
i lost both my dearest 干爹and干妈..
干爹pass away when he was 73 year old..
干妈pass away when she was 63 year old..
i dont expect anything for return..
i only wish that i am able to give them what i have..
for the last time..
accompany her in he last journey..
that all i can do..
i wish she could hear me.
i hope she can stop worry aboout us..
we have already grown up..
no to worry much about us..
Accuatally i treat her as going oversea..
with 干爹 for a long and alone vacation..
that all..

[dear]
life are short..
so stop making stupid mistake..
and if causes you to suffer alone..
life are short..
dont waste your time on this..
is just not worth!!
is such a waste..!!
just make sure you come out you wont do it again..
i will be happy..
i will me happy all my waiting never gone to waste..
i know when i reicive your 16th..letter..
that mean the day you comming out are near..
i have 2 letter already..so 10 more letter i think??
haha..13Month30Days Left..
faster than i can imagine..
if can be faster i will be glad..hahas..!!

HOT HOT DAY!!

2010-02-27T16:58:00.002+08:00

TODAY SO HOT..!
SO HOT..!!
Bath in cold water without heater..
water still warm not cold..
broke my own record..
bath twice in 3 hours..
so HOT.!
so DAMN HOT!!!
Grr..!!
my six sense tell me..
i am getting sick soon..=D
hahas..
whole body aching..OMG!!

[dear]
i at home very hot already..
than you in RTC squeeze with so many people..
very hot uhs??
you very scared of hot one lehs..
you can tahan marhs??
cannot also must tahan..
haas..
JiaYous kays??
just remember ..
i will always waiting for you..
i will always be loving you..=D

wake up at 9pm.

2010-02-26T23:31:00.004+08:00

Guess what..
totally no mood talking..
no mood do anything..
than sleep till 9pm..
accutally papa jio me go swimming this afternoon..
but i wan so not in the mood go out of the house..
so so no in the mood!!!
dont know what happened..
wake up around 5pm..
dont feel like doing anything than sleep again..
sleep till 9pm+ than wake up..
eat my breakfast as my dinner..hahas.
tomorrow got block party..
than sunday need go CC eat than take angbao..
hahas..!!
i not in a good mood dont let me lose my temper at you..
i make sure you will regret it!

[dear]
this month very fast over hor??
14month2Days left..hahas..
fast lehs..so happy..
i miss you..=)
stay strong kays..?
mwarrks..love you..!!

yummy!!

2010-02-25T22:49:00.005+08:00

Yummy!!!
i wanted to brought much bogger one..
but mummy say to expensive..
than buy the medium one=)
long time very spoiled myslef already..
hahas..
went jurong point eat subway..
than went library borrow books..
borrow ghost stories..!
hahas..
I LOVE CHOCOLATE!!
I LOVE BEN AND JERRY!!
Expensive but nice..=D
hahas..
payed $13+ BUT happy!
hahas!
kays rest already.. buhbye..

我很坚强？

2010-02-25T21:23:00.003+08:00

有人对我说我很坚强，
我什么都没有说我自对他们笑了一下，
在心里我想我没有你们说得那么厉害。
我也是人我有感觉的。
外表笑笑不代表我看得开，
不代表我不会想他，
他们不知道每次他们一提到，
他的名字心里就会有一种说不出的辛酸
没有了他在我身边好像少了什么东西。

[Dear]
我只希望他在里面不要惹事，
乖乖的在里面坐完18个月，
我很想听你叫我一声，
很想听你对我说一声“我爱你”。
我知道会有那么一天的。
我很希望那天可以快点到来，
我很想亲口对你说我还是你以前喜欢的那个人，
还是你以前爱的那个人。
你永远是我爱的那个人。
我很想念你，
我很想问你，
你吃饱了吗？
睡醒了吗？
你永远是我爱的那个人。
我答应过你我会等你出来，
我不会应为你在里面就爱上别人的，
就算全世界都反对我和你在一起，
我还是子会爱你一个。
我不在乎天长地久，
我只在乎曾经拥有=D
很想有你在我身边的日子，
还有14个月3天你就出来了。
好期待那个日的到来。
如果你出来后你爱上别的人，
我会潇洒的和你说再见，
大大方方的祝福你和她！
很想亲口对你说“我爱你”！
我爱你！！

幸福是？

2010-02-24T01:24:00.003+08:00

什么是幸福？
幸福就是，
可以和你喜欢的人吵吵闹闹，
和喜欢的人聊天就是幸福！
嘴上说很容易但是如果真的要做到不是你想象中得那么容易，
幸福得来不易，
一旦有了幸福的感觉，
就不要错过！！
一旦错过了就不会再有第二次的机会了！
我答应你我会珍惜我和你以前拥有的回忆，
应为那就是我的幸福！

等你出来我答应你我会好好珍惜我们这份感情！
幸福是甜蜜的，
失去的感觉我并不喜欢！！

我会等你出来再享受幸福的滋味！
我爱你陈南隆！！
我好想你！！
乖乖的度过18个月！
我会等你出来的！！
我答应你！

something gone wrong

2010-02-23T21:51:00.002+08:00

dunno wad happened..
sleeping also can sprain my hand..
wtf??
dunno wad wrong with me!!
URGG!!
so pain..
no mood to do anything..
eating also hard..!
what the Fu*k happened..??
looking for job..
hahas..
now have the mood to work already..
but also larhs..need a job i like one..
if not also no use..hahas.
boring sia..
right hand so weak..
wan sleep also no comfortable..!!
HELP HELP!!!
haish..

[dear]
how are you recive your letter already..
you told me you 1st june 2011 comming out..
waiting for the day to come=D
hahas..
you told me one month only can send 2 letter..only..
hahas..
i sent you letter already..=D
recive already ehs??
hahas
dear..
i sprain my hand=(..
miss your massage..!!=(
last time i sprain my hand you will help me massage..
now you not around no one help me..=(
be good boy kays.?
buhbyes..!!=D
love you..!!

this new year nothing much happened??

2010-02-16T00:54:00.004+08:00

Chinese New Year Eve

all mine cousin come my house eat steamboat..
chit chat till 9+
mine 2nd biggest uncle which was the riches..
start to play BlackJack..
played till 11pm+
he brough with him like $200 cash
wanted to give us a big Ang Bao..
before chinese new year..
yet we cant win..
he still win around $50..
lucky rite?
i win like $14 for the 2hours!!
but still okays..better than nothing..
=D
they went home around 11.15pm
after they went home..
faster mop the house..
clear rubbish..
run here run there..
hahas..
busy till 12am..
than..went temple wish good luck..
than brought joss stick home with us..
A VERY BIG ONE!!
hahas..
see show a while..
than sleep..
around 3 than sleep..hahas..

Chinese New Year
wake up around 9am.so tired.
hahas..
eat hot dog..
seaweed chichen..
many delicous food..
for breakfast..
around 3pm..
than bath..
than makeup..
get ready to go out..
hahas..
tired..!!
than reach home around 6pm..
daddy drive mummy they all go home first..
than drive me go find my friend..
take AngBao..
got around $200+
hahas..
acutally want go dear dear house..
wish auntie they all happy new year one..
but they all go out..
around 9pm+
so tired..than go home..never go they house..
reach home bath..
than rest a while than go sleep liao..
hahas..

Chu 2..(Today)
my mummy sister they all came...
i sleep till like 3pm+
too tired..than mine sister wake me up..
say my AhYi they all come already..
than wake up lorhs..
entertain they all..
no chioce..hahas..
take RedPacket..
thn around 6pm+
gamble..black jack again..
but this time i lost $20..
hahas..
than AhMa..gave me $20..
so i no win no lose..hahas
than after that play MahJohn..
lost $10 hahas..
around 7pm+ they went home..
around 9pm+
my mummy..my sister gamble blackjack again..
hahas
i win around $14+
hahas..
go win got lost but is still okay hahas..
than now that got time blog..hahas..

[dear]
happy valentine's day..
this year no present for me..=(
sob sob..
hope next year fast come..hahas..!!
i wish next year derhs chinese new year..
can celebrate with you..
hahas..
no watching tv..
cos boring marhs..
hahas..
how are you?
okays barhs??
anyway..
dear happy chinese new year!!!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TOO ALL!!!

today is 3rd feb..

2010-02-03T00:07:00.003+08:00

today is 3rd feb..
that mean today is me and darren being together de
ANVERISERY=D
hahas..
but he is in RTC..
hope he know today is wad day barhs..
although a little bit sad..
but what to do?
just hope he remember barhs..=D
time really fly very fast..
we has been together for like 2year11month liao..
althugh this few month he is not wib me..
but i know his heart is with me..
hahas..
i still love you!!

[dear]
dear..
today is 3rd Feb..
although many month you wont be with me..
but i will keep counting those dates..=)
i sent you letter..but how come you still haven sent me?
very long liao lehs..=(
hahas..
i will wait..
i will=D
new year coming liao..
but just dunno why..
with out you..
i dont have mood for new year lehs..
dunno why..
without you..
nothing seem to be right..
nothing seem to be the way i wan..
how how how??!!!
anyway..
i love you..=D

i love DIOR!

2010-01-28T01:01:00.007+08:00

today someone gave me this..
is DIOR makeup set..
so happy!!!
3lipstick..
so so happy..
hahas..
i guess need alot money barhs..!
thanks you alot!!!
hahas..
got one more photo..
dunno why cannot upload..
weird..
hahas..

[dear]
haish..
is an another dissapointed day..
though today you sent me letter liao..
cos i go down stair..
than i saw the people..
sortting out letters..in to mail box..
but go out mine mail box..
is empty..
hahas.
dunno wad happened..
every day i was waiting for the letter..
but just dunno why..
every time iss empty..
but never mind..
it will reach me..
just is fast or slow one..
=D
i will wait.hahas!!!!

cut hair..

2010-01-26T20:35:00.002+08:00

hahas..
today go cut hair..
last time mine hair is quite long..
after cut is quite short but i like..
hahas..
darren still haven sent me letter..=(
so long liao..

[dear]
mei sheng say..
send letter to me ..
need many days..
send to you also need many days..
so i think you recive mine letter liao..
and you already write letter to me liao..
just they haven see..
after they see than can sent out..
so i think need many days can reach mine hand..
hahas..
still so many days before you can have..
back your freedom..
but i belive mine self..
i will wait till you come out..
no matter wad..
hahas..!!=D
=D
cos i belive mine heart is still with you! =D
cos i love you!!!

boring..

2010-01-21T20:57:00.002+08:00

working is fun.
but i hate those P1 and P2 kids..
so annoying..!!
i like P3 P4 kids..
they are much more friendly..
much more cute..!
hahas..

[dear]
yesterday i dream about you..
you told me not to wait..
maybe i think too much already..
i think he wont like that treat me..
if you tell me not to wait for you..
mean you dont wan me already..
i think you wont like this treat me..
pleas dont tell me to stop waiting for you..
if you wan i prefer you come out..
you tell me stright from you..
i dont wan you to tell me in word..
if you call me to stop waiting for you..
because you dont wan i be sad?
ahya..dunno larh..
perhaps i am think too much already..
i should think POSITIVE..!!!!
I WILL THINK POSITIVE!!!!
everyday..
i am waiting for your letter..
wait , wait , and wait..=D
i know one day you will reply me one! =D
you will be the last and only boy i wll be loved..!!!
i swear..
if you dont wan me already..
i will stay single already..!
you are mine everything..=D

kays i need go sleep liao..
is late if not morning cannot wake up hahas!!!

nothing to do..

2010-01-17T14:58:00.003+08:00

sian sian sian!
nothing to do sia..
so sian!!
feel like going out buy thing..
SHOPPING ALL THE DAY!!
but no one wan pei me go..
hahas..
sleep at 2 yesterday wake up at 12.30..
hahas..
so sleepy..
hope later can go out with mummy..
go buy thing..
hahas..!

[dear]
recive mine letter liao marhs?
i sent the letter like going 5 day liao?
maybe reach liao barhs..
hahas..
i also dunno.
hahas..
hope you answer all the question i ask..
in the letter..
hahas..
life are so boring with out you..
sian!
last time when i wan go shopping..
you sure will pei me go one..
but now you inside RTC and than cannot pei me..
so sian..
saterday never work..
wan go out but no one pei me go out..
so..sian..!
rotting at home sia..
got work also sian..
no work also sian..
dunno how to go on mine life sia..!
sian sian sian..
everyday go home after work..
hope you go write letter to me..
and it already sent to me liao..
but i know wont so fast one..
but still hope can faster write back to me..
hahas..
i still love you!!
hahas=D

is already 3month

2010-01-16T22:17:00.005+08:00

is already 2 month plus since i talk to you..
or seen your face already..
i know is hard for us to not talk or see each other..
is tough..
3month since we last hugged..
i miss those sweet days we had together..
now all i wish the letter i wrote to you..
can faster let you read..
is miss the scent from you..
the clock is always ticking for us..
the clock will keep ticking..
and soon it will be the day you comming out already..!!
i belive it will be fast enough..
before we know..it time..
it time for you to come out!!!
=D
i am suffering alone..
yet no one knows..
no one know how much i am suffering alone..!!
living without you..
no one know how i gone through those day..
suffering everyday!!!
cryig and missing you everyday!!

YESTERDAY IS A HISTORY,
TODAY IS A GIFT,
TOMORROW IS A MYSTERY.

[dear]
i miss the way you talk to me..
miss the way you show me you are sad..
you know i wish that when i wake up..
from mine dream..you are beside sleeping with me..
but..everytime and everyday i wake up..
i was..dissapointed every time i wake up..
i really wish that you went RTC is a nightmare..
the nightmare that i cant escape from..
18month when you are inside..
just tolrate dont fight inside..
just dont extend the date you comming out..
kays.?
i will be here wait and wait for you..
faster come out..
just dont extend jiu hao liao..okays..
i am still here..
loving you..
waiting for you to come out.!

working with kids..

2010-01-14T19:29:00.003+08:00

working with kids is fun..
working at children care is fun!!
hahas..
yesterday i went to dear de house take letter..
he wrote letter to me.
so touching letter..
so sweet de letter..
the letter he wrote me to..
really give me a shock..
i felt that he really change alot..
change till i dunno who is him already..
i can sense that he really regretted alot..
hope he really regretted..
felt so heart aching for him..
haish..
i wrote back a letter to tell..
tell him all the thing i wanted to tell him..
but the paper seem so short..
all i wanted to say cant finished..
just hope he can recive the letter..
just hope he can know wad i am doing..
cos is 3month plus..
since i last talk to him..
or see him..
hahas..
i also got tell him the reason whyi never go see him..
i even told him if he come out..
he change his heart..
fall in love with some one else..
i wishes him good luck..

[dear]
dont worry i will wait for you to come out
wad i told you in the letter is real..
is all truth..!
dont worry i will keep mine promise..!
hope you recive mine letter..
must write back to me fast fast okay?
i sent you letter yesterday liao.
hope you can get it!!
i still love you..!!

first day of work..

2010-01-11T22:06:00.002+08:00

nothig much hapenend.
hahas..
keep running around with the kids..
tired..but fun!
=D
wash this wash that..
haish..
hand become rough liao..=(
hahas..
enjoyable jobs..
working well with devils. =D
hahas..
so tired..
feel like having a long long sleep..!
nite..=D

[dear]
working for me accutally not hard..
but is fun..!
hahas..
sweat alot..
but is fun..
hahas..
i will still wait for you.
i love you dear.!
=D..
give me good luck on mine work okays??
mwrrks..love you..!

tmr working liao..

2010-01-10T22:49:00.002+08:00

tmr working liao..
yea..
but also hope..
can work tgt with friend..
but dunno they still need people marhs.
hope time can files faster..=D
hahas..
hope is an enjoyable job barhs..
=D
okay lahs..l
later liao..
need go sleep liao..
if not later cannot wake up liao..
will keep posting derhs..=D

[dear]
hope you can come out faster..
i will be working..
save money celebrated for you..
i still love you..
and i still will be yours=D
hehes.
i love you!!

i have jobs liao..

2010-01-08T17:38:00.003+08:00

Yeepee...
monday go work liao..
hahas..
got many thing need to do at there..
dunno can cope marhs??
hahas..
hope everything can go smoothly..=D
hope those kid are NOT CUTE DEVIL!
hahas..

[Dear]
how are you??
i will be working as long as i can..
even if you come out..
i will still contuine work..
hahas..i dont mind if you wan me work..
all i wan is i will work there..=D
maybe work can let me kill time..
can make time move faster..
so you can come out and pei me..=D
hahas..
very native hors?
hahas..!!

going interview tomorrow..

2010-01-07T20:36:00.004+08:00

WooHooo..!
tmr going interview..
guess wad job it is??
is childcare playmate..
haha..!!
playing is always mine intrest..=D
hahas..
i am a girl who love kids alot..
can play with children is always mine favouite..
hahas..
is from 9am-5pm..
at CCK..
is far but the pay no bad..
so i dont mind working at there..
hahas..!
also can play why not corret?
hahas!!
go work can let me kill time..
hahas..

[Dear]
i found mineself a job liao..
and is a long Term jobs..
i want to work so i can kill time..
so time can go faster when i play with kids..=D
hahas..
althought kid are hard to handle..but is a challange..=D
dont worry about me..
i will live happily..
and wait for you to come out..!=D
i am so happy..
i found a job that i like.!!!

i have set up my mind..

2010-01-07T00:30:00.004+08:00

Nothing happend much.
went to 959 sit sit chi chat..
tmr going dear derhs house..
take rc de shirt..
i think i have left it there..
i wanted to live happily..
dont wan to go back to those day..
dont wanna go back to those sad days..
which will be me up those unhappy memories..
but no chioce..need go there take RC derhs shirt..
haishs..dunno will cry marhs..
Zzz...=(

[Dear]
i have set up my mind..
i will wait for you come out..
if you come out..
you change your heart..
you fall in love with someone else..
i wont hold on to you..
i am already lazy to go into another relationship already..
i hard fallig in love with someone you love..and someone love you..
but dear you are the one..
i only love..
just hope nothing will change when you come out..
if really your heart change..
i would rather stay single..
with or without relationship you also have to live..
why let love..stand half of your life..?
sometime i think i so stupid..
why waste so much time one BG RELATIONSHIP??
we also dunno what will happened..
after 18month..
is hard to predicated..
why not left time tell us everything?
correct?
i only wish i can carry on this simply and carefree life..~~WithYOu~~
but you are not with me
left 16months?
i think..
i know is long..
but all i can say is i will wait and love you..
till you say you dont love me..
and i will stop loving you..
all i can say..
is i will wait for you
no matter wad..
i will wait for you to come out and tell me you love me..

no life!!

2010-01-05T21:31:00.003+08:00

Finding work sia..
at home really no life..
play games..
watch TV..
sleep..
eat..
11pm+ go sleep..
do nothing..
so sian..
hahas..
one day i will become fat..
if i still dont wan find jobs..
i sure die..!
hahas..
going sleep soon after see finish Tv show..

[Dear]
i miss you dear..
haish..
i only can see you in mine dreams..
how sad..
haishs.
i told mine self..
the clock is ticking..
the day will come..
and is up to me..
to think the day you come out..
is fast or slow..
although 18month is long to me..
but one day ..
you will come out derhs..!
no matter wad you will come out derhs..
correct=D

nothing happened much..

2010-01-04T22:17:00.004+08:00

Not much thing happened today..
afternoon accompany mine mummy go jurong east..
library borrow books..
wanted to borrow some book..
nothing was intresting..
so nothing was borrowed..
hahas..
while on the way home..
went shop for nai polishes.=D
than went jurong point buy thing..
went to Popular buy horoscopce book hahas!
wanted to buy subway..
but i closed..
dunno wad happened..
hahas..!
than went go eat Kpoitiam..
hahas.
i wan just being informed..
this year derhs chinese new year is..
on valentine days..hahas
luckily is valentine days..
when we are having chinese new year.
so i wont feel so long on such romantic days..
hahas..
this year derhs valentine day..
i will have FAMILY accompany me..
through this lonely and sad day..
last year..got dear pei me..
now lehs..need celebrate alone..=)
i still remember wad dear deara gave me..
for valentine day..
a winne the pooh hand holding a rose..
and a mug..which is also winne the pooh..=D
how sweet hor him..=D
i Jiu Shi like his sweetness..
so cute..so nice.=D

[Dear]
if only there is a way tell you how much i love you..
if only there is a way..
i can do something than waiting..
so many thing wanna tell you..
but i cant tell you..!!
wad can i do??
haish..
i keep asking mine self..
is it dead person..
life will goes faster??
cos mine GodDaddy die like 1year plus liao..
haish..
there is so much in life..
we cant predicated..
there is so much we can do..
from letting it happened..
we can..
is to see if you wan do it anot..
I LOVE YOU DEAR!
AND I ALWAYS WILL!!

today is 3jan..

2010-01-03T00:31:00.004+08:00

every month de 3rd day..
is me and darren de anniversary..
today is 3rdJan..
than mean me and him tgt...
for 2year10month liao..
fast ehs..
but..he is in RTC..
haish..
i think this year derhs 3year anniversary..
we wont be celebrating liao..
the 1st and 2nd year got celebrate..
but this year..
i think no have barhs..=(

[Dear]
happy 2YEAR10MONTH with me..
3thyear i think we cant celebrate liao..=)
hopefully 4thyear can?
really hope can..
but i count myself..i think cannot barhs..
by the time you come out i think is april liao..
i will keep on counting..
i dont care!
even i know we cannot celebrate..
but i know in mine heart..
we still love each other derhs..=D
i am happy for loving you..

maybe a busy year for me?

2010-01-02T02:17:00.002+08:00

maybe a busy year for me this year..
so many celebration..
one after one..
so good..
i like busy days..
so time can fly faster..
i wan faster to the end of 2010..
daydreaming hors..?
just 2010 than jiu wan 2011 liao hahas..
i also dunno i can live till 2011 anot..
so greedy..
hahas..
life are not so easy guess derhs..
if only now is 2011 how good..
cos dear dear 2011 dunno which month jiu come out liao..
hahas..
"if only"i am god hahas..
"if only.."

[Dear Dear]
i promise i will be strong..
i promise i will wait for you..
even though we are seprated..
you in RTC..
even thought you will think that i am..
enjoying mine life..
acutally i am not..
没有你我一点都不快乐。！

babys are cute..!

2010-01-01T00:26:00.003+08:00

Many of mine friend have babys liao..
so XinFu..
so good..
BABYS are always so cute..
must take good care liao..
all mummys who are smoking..
must stop smoking liao..
not good for babies..

HAPPY NEW YEAR..
HAPPY 2010!!!

DEAR DEAR..
HAPPY NEW YEAR..
I AM HERE TO WAIT FOR..
YOU TO COME OUT..=D

a new yaar.. means a new start in year..
everyonw should be enjoying their life..
but dear..you are inside. not enjoying..
haish.!
i will wait for you no matter wad..!!!

[Dear]
you will always be mine..
no matter wad happend..
all i wish is 18month faster over..
so you can be with me tgt..!
i love you..
i am here for you..

how i wish everything was the same

2009-12-30T23:40:00.004+08:00

How i wish nothing has changing..
in mine life..
How i wish you were with me all the time..
if you never go in RTC..
how good would it be..=D
say frankly..
i am already starting to get use..
starting get use without you liao..
i mean..
i wont cry when someone ask about you..
or say anything about you liao..=D
hahas..=D
still waiting for you..!
and i always will!!

like the way i am..

2009-12-29T21:40:00.002+08:00

i am who i am..
and i will be who i am..
nothing will change me..
even mine heart..
mine heart wont change for you also.
18month..
i will be here waiting for you to come out..
you are the one i like..
and i will always be the one you like..
i promise..=D
sometime i will miss you.
i will cry for you..
but mine heart wont change for you!
i dont wanna lie mine self..
fo telling mineself not miss you..
18month is short for me..
but i belive is long for you inside..

i love you dear!!

dont worry me..!

2009-12-28T21:44:00.001+08:00

你不要担心我。

我会好好过

等你在爱我。。！

我会等你出来的！！

happy x'mas to all mine friend!!

2009-12-25T19:57:00.002+08:00

happy x'mas..
to all mine love one..
and friends..
including you dear..!!!
althought is going 12am..
in 4hours..?
but i think..is never too late if you have the heart..!!!
happy x'mas!!!!
=D may all you wish come true!!!
mine christmas wish is..
be with you..
forever!!!

morning!!

2009-12-22T07:36:00.003+08:00

hahas..
just woke up..
due to someone going to work..hand phone alram rang..
woke me up..WTF!?
also nvm larhs..
i also going wake up soon liao..hahas..

i have a weired dream..
i dream that i have a time machine..
without 2nd thought i used it and..
went to see the day darren come out..
he came out..but i could only see him body but not his face..
how weired..
th first thing he ask me was..
"why you never come see me.."
hahas..
i told him i dont wan to see him botak..
than after that dunno wad happened..
i was being disturb..and i woke up..
but i dunno wad the sound wad..
and i wake up..
wad a funny dream..!
hahas!
JUST HOPE HE IN SIDE RTC..
GOOD BOY.
FASTER COME OUT BARHS.=D
Jia You dear..
i am waiting for you..!!
=D i love you..!!

i will wait..

2009-12-20T04:46:00.003+08:00

i will wait till you come out de..
if you come out..
you choose other girl girl..
and you wan to seprate from me..
i will tell you a simply okay..
i wont drop any tear from you..
you will have my blessing from me..
all relatinship wont last long..
if the other half have lost feeling on you..rite??

"True Love Doesn't Have Happy Ending..True Love Have No Ending"
"You Cant Buy Love..But You Can Pay Heavily!"

now i know the true meaning of love..
i cant say i hate love but i must love LOVE..=D
stupid horhs??
hurt by love so so much liao..
yet i still belive there is true love in this world..
hahas..=D

sometime i wish i were kids again..
so that wounded knees are easier heal then broken heart..

heart and glass are the same..once broken hard to stick them back again..
heart are made from glass is fragile..are easily borken..
you are the only one who can stick them back..
FOR ME?

give up waiting mean give up on mineslef..!!
i wont give up on you..
and i wont give up on mineself..!!!

i know wad i should do..

2009-12-19T04:13:00.003+08:00

i know wad i should do liao..
i should not go see you liao..
i should live the life i wan to be...
if you think i am selfish. BY ALL MEAN THAN!
if dear you wan think i got stead liao..
think wad ever you wan..
i am here telling you i gonna wait fer you..
you are mine only one..
i am gonna waiting for you..
i am going to be your when you come out.
you are always mine..!
nothing can change..!
if your feeling fade liao..BY ALL MEANS!
if you come out..
you like other girl girl liao..THAN DO SO!
i am letting you go..
and let all mine waiting go to drain barhs..=D
i cant hold on to the love when you no longer love me..
I LOVE YOU DEAR...! YOU ARE MINE ONLY ONE DEAR!!!
AND I REALLY LOVE YOU..FROM MINE HEART..
I PROMISE I WILL WAIT YOU COME OUT..
I PROMISE I WONT BE IN ANY RELATIONSHIP..
WHILE YOU ARE INSIDE SUFFER..
i choose not to see you..
cos i dont wanna see you suffering..
i rather choose the painful path than let you suffer..!!
I AM STILL WEARING THE RING YOU GAVE ME!!!
I WONT TAKE IT OFF TILL YOU SAY YOU DONT LOVE ME..
AND I WONT TAKE IT OFF TILL YOU TOLD ME SO!

i am tired of waiting!

2009-12-14T02:35:00.005+08:00

我很想放弃等你，
可是我就是放不下你。
我还可以等你多久。
我也是人，
我也会累的。

如果，，
我等你出来你还会跟现在的你一样吗？
我真的不想，，
白白的等,
如果你还不要改！

真的很希望你现在就在我的身边！！！
如果这个世界上没有爱情，，
我就不会为你而哭了！！！

放弃你，，
放弃爱情，，
放弃了爱的权利。。

放弃你我会害怕！
放弃你等于放弃我的世界。。=D

Chim hor..hahas!!!!
also dunno why have the mood to blog in chinese..
hahas!!!

love...

2009-12-12T02:58:00.005+08:00

LOVE IS JUST LIKE A WAR..
...
...
...
...
EASY TO START..
...
...
...
...
HARD TO END!!
...
...
...
...
I HATE WAR AND I HATE LOVE!!!!

happy birthday to me=D

2009-12-08T00:03:00.004+08:00

Happy birthday to my self..
yet dear you are not the first one to say..
happy birthday to be after the clock strike 12..
but you are the first one to say happy birthday to me before 12..
but is not from your mouth..=D
i am 16 this year yet i cant be with you dear..
how how how sad..!!

happy birthday to mine slef..
is a sad birthday i have this year..!
never mind wad count is the hearts..=D
thanks dear..=D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!
still love you as much as i love you..=D

Thanks you

2009-12-07T16:46:00.003+08:00

thanks you for saying happy birthday to me..
i told mine slef i will not cry before i my birthday..
but you call your mother to tell me happy birthday i cried.=(
haishs..
but anyway thanks for saying happy birthday..=D
i did not go see you today is i go out with my mummy..
also dont want to cry when i see you that why i never go see you..
sorry for dissapointed you again.=D
but also thanks for saying happy birthday to me dear..=D
thanks..!=D

is love for ever??

2009-12-07T14:59:00.004+08:00

爱情是不是可以长久？
爱情是不是可以永远？
如果爱情不会伤人哪有多好！
祝我有一个伤心而难过的生日=D
one more day to mine BIRTHDAY!!
but is with out darren de birthday=D
haish..is okie!
happy go lucky!
hahas!!
buhbye..=D

happy 2year9month.

2009-12-06T21:54:00.004+08:00

Happy belated 2year9month.. dear..
forgot to post it up..=D hahas..
cos that day i was not in singapore.=D
2year 9month..i am still counting..
if i give up this relationship..
will i be able to be in another relationship marhs??
or single is the best.?
am i able to walk through this hole in mine life?
2 more days is mine birthday and i am celebrating without you..haish!
i told mine slef..!
is not world end..
there is still a lot of hope in front of us..
this is not yet the worst..there is still alot of thing we haven over come..=D
2 more days to mine birthday! =D

Love? wad is LOVE??

2009-12-01T01:27:00.002+08:00

Real love really exsit.?
wad does love really mean?
should i belive in love again?
should i follow mine heart?
should i trust mine heart??
i dont know..
i really dunno..
haishs..
i really forget how you look like liao..
you are really not that type of tea i like..
just dunno why..
when are you comming out??
can faster come out marhs?
hold mine hand like you always do..
hold mine hand..
walk down the path we always walk togother..
hug me the way you always do..
but i know all i need to wait wait till you come out..
is it possible you come out early??
or really need 18month.??
haish..
i dunno larhs!!
all i can do is to wait..?

is hard to remember..

2009-11-29T21:38:00.005+08:00

if you call me to recall your face de image..
i would tell you..
i forget already..
i am starting to forget your face liao..
i am still the strong yet..
i have no mood to blog liao larhs..tmr than blog..=D
dear i love you!!=D

i think i will be waiting..

2009-11-19T00:58:00.005+08:00

i think i will be waiting barhs..
i think..
i think..
i hope i can last long..
i hope you can guai guai..
1.6year..jiu come out..=D
i dunno if all this waiting will be worth..
i just hope all will be worth barh...
many told me..
i cant last long waiting for you..
but some told me..
i worth waiting..=D
i dunno lehs..
hahas..

currently finding job..
to let time flies faster..
so i wont think so much..=D
i lose 4kg in 3weeks..
that good..=D
save money for sliming.XD

i cant sleep everynight..
i cried and cired..just to make mine eye..
tired..sleepy..
so i can fall a sleep faster..=D
Toopit rite..=D
hahas..

i think i have miss you too too much..
i think i have love you too too much..
that why i cant stop wating for you..
that why i cant wait for you to come out..=D
but i know i have to wait 1.6year..

mine birthday is comming..
i know i have to celebrate without you..
this year..
we only spent 1year celebrating mine birthday together..
this one time..is already enuff for me..=D
if i really have a chance i would wan more than one time..
celebrate with me..=D

If you guai guai..maybe we would be able to celebrate..
valentine day tgt..=D
i know i must have Faith in you..
and i belive in faith..
i know you will come out..so fast till you dont know..=D
dear..
i wishes you..all the best barh..
wish you can come out fast..
but sometime wishes always never come true..=D
but i hope this time mine wishes will come true barh..=D
Jia YOU JIA HUI!!
I'm JiaHui..
I'm JiaHui..
nothing can beat me down..!!
nothing can let me stop loving you=D
JIAYOU..!! JIA YOU..!! JIAHUI!!

2more days

2009-11-15T20:25:00.002+08:00

2more days..
if to see weather i have to..
leave you..
of stay with you..
but i really hope i can stay with you..=D

good luck dear..=D
and i will love you..=D
18month..
good luck barh..
all the best lehs..
hope you can come out on 17mov barh..=D
i am sick..
i am really sick..=D

all i can do is wish you good luck

2009-11-12T19:11:00.005+08:00

now no matter how i pray for you..
i can only wishes you good luck..
and all the best for you..
i have already gave up on you..
if you really going in RTC for 18month..
i can no longer wait for you liao..
18month for me is like too too long liao..
mine limit is wait you till 17nov..
3week i already tahan..
if 18month..
i really cannot wait you liao..
i already told mine slef..
if you really going in for 18month..
i dont think you are worth for me liao..
you have no more future liao..
wad is infront you liao a mist..
you can no longer see where you..
are going liao..
if is 3year de probation maybe i will wait..
for you..
but if is 18month of RTC i dont think..
you are worth for me to wait for you liao..
i find that i am so stupid..
why do have that though of waiting for you..
to come out from RTC..
I AM SO STUPID!
18month..
i can work..
earn money..
enjoy mine self..
wad for wasting mine time for you..
if you really dont wanna change over a new leaf..
wad for make me cry over for you..
5more days..
and see if you got probation..
or RTC..if is RTC..
i am sure not to hold on you anymore..
i am sure to let you go liao..
no more waiting..
and now all i can do is to..
hope you can kena probation and not RTC..
i wishes you all the best dear..
all the best..=D

5more day to go..=D

2009-11-11T22:27:00.003+08:00

5more days..
i am still waiting..
i really miss those days..
we played game together..
miss those day you say you love me..
miss those day we text..
i couldnt sleep well..
dunno why..
but i think is maybe..
you are not with me barhs..
i kept mine phone 24/7
waiting someone to call me go out..
waiting for friend to call me go out slack tgt..
=D..
but no one called me..
i am so so so lonely with out you.
days without you are so so so so..
BORING!!
cannot live without you..
keep wanted time to flys faster..
but is still ticking so slow..
why!!

i sleep till late late..
jsut wanted time to pass faster!
time can you fly faster??!!
i need time to fly faster so that..
i can see you faster.
haish!
i miss you deeply..
i really miss you!!
dear when that can i see you again?
i wanted to see you early.
and faster please!!
haish..!
just wanted to see you..

please take good care of your self!!
plesae..
no more 3rd time liao..
please!!!
please!!!
dear i miss you badly!!
i need to sleep liao..
i am so so so tired now a days.!
mwarrk..good nite..love you..!!
i only wish i have a time machine can see..
wad will happened..
so i can wont so worry about you..=D
byes..!=D

i saw you..you have become so thin..

2009-11-10T21:35:00.002+08:00

went to CPC visit you..
i was so heart-ach..
haish!
we cried..went we saw each other..
haish..
acutally..
i wanted just to give you a smile when..
we saw each other just dunno what happened..
we broke into tears..
hahas!!

you told me left 7 more day jiu come out liao..
why cry..
hahas..
maybe i miss you too much liao..
hahas!

i must belive and i will belive you 6more days from..
now you will come out one..
you will de..!
i will wait you come out one..=D
cos i know i love you..
your PO say you maybe will go in..
RTC..
hostel..
kena probation..
kena dagging..
but i prefer you kena probation..
cos dagging you need go in than can..
hostel is also not bad larh..
is just like saterday and sunday you can come out marhs..
so is better i think?

6more day and you will come out..
6more days you will be together with each other liao..!
6more day i can be with you liao..
probation is 3 years..
i know is long..
but as long as you are beside can lerhs barhs..
i think..
haish.!
no matter wad..
i will love you derhs..=D
love you dear!!

i dont know if i have to wait for you anot..

2009-11-07T00:32:00.003+08:00

i dont know if i have to wait for you..

i scared that u wont kena probation..

i scared that u will have to spend 18month..in CPC..

i waiting for you like one year plus liao..

i dont know if all this waiting is worth de marhs..

i really miss you..

i dunno if i should cry and dont wanna let you see..

or i should break with you..

when i see you at 9nov..

at CPC..

i heard many people say is impossible to have probation..

someone told me..

if i waited for you for 18month..

you will love me like hell..

haish..

i dunno if i should wait u anot lehs..

i really dunno if all of this is worth..

11more days..

it will be hurting me so much so much..

if i really wanna break with you..

lets see if you kena probation or 18month is CPC barhs..

many people told me to wait for you..

they say it will be worth..

but i dunno if it is ture..

i really hope u can change..

really hope u will change to a better person..

and regret wad u have dont to yourself..

i keep ask mine self..

is it really worth fighting..

am i really stupid??

dear i really miss you alot..!

why i see many people go fighting..

all never kena catch..

why always you kena catch one??

if only you really regretted..

and there the officer know you really regret..

they let you get probation..

i really miss your hugges..

miss those day we were together..

haish!

dear i really miss you!!

i really miss you!!

13days left

2009-11-04T18:10:00.002+08:00

13day left and i can see you liao..
is a long and boarding days without you!
how i wish u were with me..
all this days..
i really miss you..!
i make mine self drunk..
i make mine self..feel pain..
i make mine self cryed..
i am so sorry..
i am so sorry..i cant help you..
all i can do is to stay at home..
waiting for the time to pass..
all i can do is to miss you..
is to cry for you!!
i miss you!!
i really miss you alot!!!

baby happy 2year8month!

2009-11-03T09:40:00.005+08:00

please come out!!!
i dont wanna to be alone everyday!!!
i miss your sayang...
i miss your voice..!
i miss your hug!!

This month dear dear not with me..
haish!!
i really wish dear dear can celebrate with me..
every month..
every year.. together!!
dear dear..!
happy 2 year 8month..with me!!!
=D..it will me more more better if you were with me!!
baby i really miss you so much!
14more day to 17nov
plesae be a good boy okie..??!!!
iloveyou dear!

6 days passed..=(

2009-11-01T00:17:00.005+08:00

6 days passed..
i make a sort of thing to make me..
wont miss you so much..
just dunno why..
everytime before i sleep i will..
cried..
missing you..
wad happened??
i cried..call papa drive me go seaside vent mine anger!!
i cried loudly!!
i shout for your name loudly..
i shout why u left me just like that!!
i hate mine self..
i hate why i never take good care of you..
i hate mine self!!!
i dream of you yesterday..
i dream that u told me everything would be fine..!
i told mine slef u were beside me..
but once woke up i open mine eye..
and i was alone alone at the bed..
sleeping alone haish!!
i miss you so deeply..
i wish u were a good boy inside..
if not 17nov u come out you sure go in 18month..
i dont wanna see u leave me for 18month..
this time 18month is damm long..
please dont let me wait for you for 18month!!!
i told mine self..
i would love you..
i would wait for you..!
15days more you will come out..
i wan you 15day jiu come out liao..
i dont wan 18month than u can some out!!
15more days please come out okie??!!!
please!!!
Baby i miss you so deeply!!

i miss you dear!!!

2009-10-28T16:25:00.000+08:00

i miss you alot dear!!!

is not easy being your girlfriend

2009-10-28T12:10:00.002+08:00

is not easy being your girlfriend..!
is tough waiting for you..
is hard to spend 3week without you..
haish haish...!
dear i miss you sio..!!
just 1 day passes..
i really wish when you come out u will get probaion!!!
haish!!
i miss you dear!!!
i really miss you!!!
i really miss you haish..
20 day faster come lehs!!!

i am sad!

2009-10-27T13:17:00.003+08:00

IT all happened so fast..
so fast till i missing you badly..
You left me without saying a goodbye to me..
either have the last look at me..
why are you so cruel to me..?
just 1-2hours..and i am missing you so much..
wanted to flood you with msg..
but even i flood you..
but you still cant see..
i cried and cried..
but you have no feeling..
saw you kena handcruff..
mine heart ach..
dear promise me you will talk good care of your self..
stop torture your mum,dad,me,and yourself..

i told mine self..
3week is fast..
3week is fast..
but..
is long to me..!!!

i am so scared..i am scared 17nov..
you come out you went in again..
but this time is 18month..
OMG!!
18month..!
so long..so long..so long..
i am so scared..so scared..so scared..!!
lonelness can killed me..
can someone use a knife and stab me..?!!!
mine tears are all dry..
wanna cry..but mine eye dont have any..
tears for me..
i need a shoulder to cry on!!!

Strong..

2009-10-26T12:05:00.003+08:00

one more day left and i will be left alone liao..
time really flies..
Yesterday we have a small chit chat..
you told me to be strong..
but when i remember you were gonna leave me for 3 year..
i was bursted out with tears..Again..
i ask you yesterday if you come out..
you happened to know that i got another boy boy liao..
will you be sad..
you say NO..
but you turn you head aways..
and i heard you cry..
i was heart breaking to hear you crying..
mine heart ach alot..
you mean alot to me..
althoug we always quarrel..
but no matter wad..
we still love each other..

i still remember those day we quarrel..
we fight..
we laugh at each other..
we talk photo together..
we went swimming..
we went play pool together..
we went sentosa together..
we cycle together..
i will always remember you in mine heart..
SERIOUSLY..

wad i say i no lie to you..
i wont be sending you tomorrow..
because i dont wanna see you say the last goodbye to me..
because i dont wana see you leave me just like that..
i you really nothing happend after the 2 week in Changi Prison Remand..
i swear i will treat you good good..
no more quarrel..
no more fighting..
i will be strong and i want to be strong!!

should i be happy or sad??

2009-10-25T13:57:00.005+08:00

should i be happy or sad???

2 more day to the date line..

dunno why recently pick up his call will have a weired feeling..

i would have a weired feeling when talking to him on phone..

dont know why mine tear will always roll down..from mine eye..

and i will always lose mine temper to him..

wad the hack happened to me..?

wanted to make him angry wib me so..

i can make him wont miss me so much when..

he is in side??

am i too cruel to him??

i just dunno why..
i wish i could stop sleeping use mine sleeping time..
acompany him..all the time..
if only i could..
i only i can..
this week spend lots of time with him..
but still felt that is still not enough..
the more time i spend with him the more i can see him say..
the last good bye to me..
i dont wanna acompany him to court just becos..
i dont wanna see him i and sad a i am crying for him..
dont wanna see him broken heart..
dont wanna see him miss me..
i learn how to not cry in front one people..
i will learn how to me STRONG..
i have learn how important you are to me..
i..i..i..
i know that i am serious fall in love with you..

27th due date!!

2009-10-23T13:19:00.008+08:00

How i wish all 27 oct can never come..

if only those was nightmare wake up everything was nothing happened!!

if only i can take mine birthday wish early...

i wanted to wish dear dear can also be mine side..

i wanted he never never never gonna say good bye to me..

if only he can be by mine side for ever..

if only he can celebrate mine birthday with me every single year!!

i say i hate you i say i dont love you lerhs..

all is just a way i wanted to vent mine anger..

i dont really mean it..

3years..how am i gonna live with out you in mine life i ask you..

with out you mine life wont be as colorfull as the rainbow anymore..

mine life will be just black and white..

i really cant bare to leave you!!

4 more days only..

i hate say goodbye to mine love one!!

i hate saying goodbye to you..!!

i know this is all is gonna happening i hate reality..!

so little time so much to say!!

haish..

can i find someone who can love mine like i do??

can i love some one else like i love you??

ending with tear in mine eye..

I LOVE THIS PHOTO!!!

2009-10-06T02:04:00.003+08:00

i love this photo alot..!!

i just woke up is it nice??

some say i look weird..but just dunno why i just love it..!

4 more day..

2009-09-23T03:37:00.008+08:00

4 more day mine god daddy left me for 1year already..
time really flys so fast till i have left not much time to accompany mine dear..
1year.. a blink of eye..
so fast till i cannot catch it and stop it..
i just wanted to stop time at this monent.is that so hard..?
i always wanted a time machine anyone have?? can you please kindly please lend me??
4 more week i am all alone again..
i better treausure those day with dear.i dont have much time..
i keep having weird dreams..
i dream that i saw everyone was crying..
i duunno what happened till i went to see what they all are crying over..
is me..i was laying in a coffin..
was all real.? It was so real..!
everything seem to be so real to me..everyone is just right in front me..
i everytime woke up with fear..cold sweat and tear in mine eyes..
but everytime i woke up..lonelyness was with me again..
fear is still with me..what happened??
all mine dream please dont come true please..!
i am afriad of those lonely..and coldness..
please take all those fear from me..! PLEASE!!!!

If i Saw A shooting Star What will i do??

2009-09-23T02:42:00.008+08:00

I always Wondering what will i do if i happened to saw a shooting star fall right str8 in front of mine eye in the sky..

I think i will make a WISH not a selfish one but some one i always wanted to make it come true..

I wanted dear dear always be good boy..=D

not so stubbon..

thats will me mine one and only wish..even if i really have to leave him...=)

But i only can wish him best of luck..and have a good future ahead of him..=D

although everyone will feel lonely but everyone de heart is warm de..

if you happend to come by a sad thing..you can make yourself cry..

and " THAT MINE FEELING NOW!!"

no one understand me..=(

It Is foolish to wait for some one waste a 3year..? not working..but doing nothing everyday..

And If you ask me will i still choose to be darren de stead..

Mine Answer will be "YES NO MATTER WHAT"

I know i am dam foolish but i just dunno why mine answer is yes..

althought some people will say i am stupid but i dont mind..

cos i really love him!!

i love you Darren TAN! i really love you loads!!

AND i will miss you a lot dear..

sorry i am not able to be by your side..='(

Good luck boy..!

you dont like me Alt+F4 thanks you!

2009-09-13T19:44:00.002+08:00

You dont like me what for waste so much effort find mine Url..and tag me??
dont worry i wont be staying at you home again!
DONT WORRY!

did i say ther whore is you..? did i name it?
i did not!
ouh ya if you hate me press Alt+F4 and stop reading it..and i will say a BIG THANK YOU TO YOU!!
THANL YOU HOH!
and i just wanted to tell you i did not steal your eye liner so cheap skate de thing..
i take money from mine parent also can buy lo..
why still need steal..?" "LAUGING"!
i dont wanna waste more time on you le la..
angry with you only make mine self faster old..!
"ps : Remeber Alt+F4 if you happened to come to mine blog..!
THANKS WORH!!

-Working-

2009-09-03T23:52:00.003+08:00

Ellow..
hehe..just wanted to say i will be working at downtown east at 7-11 september 2009
if u happened to come to downtown east dont mind come find me..?
hehes..i will at at there from 11pm-8pm
hehe..
come find me ba.=D
cya!!

WE have THIEF !!

2009-08-29T04:07:00.003+08:00

Everyone know stealing is not good rite??
Even a 3yr old kids know stealing is not good..
but somehow.. Someone whom i know Studyed till POLY..Some more 20 Year old de..
still dont know the meaninng of stealing is not good..dunno why..sad for you..=(
study till poly de people..
still steal people money..
let me tell you what happned..
Darren Put his wallet in the toilet..
i wanted to bath..
but the toilet has people inside
so i waited..
Dear wanted to order mac..found out in side left 30 dollar..
inside the wallet should have left 40 dollar..
who went in the toilet.. I got one suspect ONLY AND THAT..IS...DARREN SISTER..
darren still own his sister $1.30 stolen money and still..
have the GUTS to take..~~what a shameless WHORE~~
still dare to use the $10 to order mac when we are ording~~WTF??~~
SHE HAS NO SHAME!! No shame at all!! shame on you!
i AM HERE TO TELL YOU..WHORE..
I DONT BUY TOY FOR MINE CAT DO IS CONERN ABOUT YOU??
YOU ARE THE ONE WILLING TO BUY AND GAVE 'MY CAT TO PLAY'
I DIDNT FORCE YOU TO LET ITS PLAY DID I? NOPE I DID NOT..!
DID I USE A GUN POINT AT YOUE HEAD AND FORCE YOU TO DO SO..?
NO I DID NOT!
SO DONT PUSH ALL THE BLAME MINE HEAD..! YOU HEAR ME BITCH?
living with whore make me feel sick..!
how i wish u were never appear in mine life!
eat till so old..still copy people steal others money..
shameless la you...
why waste so much money on study?
i suggest u stop wasting you parents money larh.. BITCH!
calling you JieJie just give your parent and didis face larh!
you dont even get the chance for me to respect you..
you dont even know what is the meaning respect..
you understand!?
you dont gain to be respect from other people..

Heart Pian..=D

2009-08-27T00:16:00.003+08:00

Lol! today brought out like 120$ than come back home..
Left $$15.95
LAWLS.!! spend so many today..
went SaSa buy make up the thing spend me $52.80 LOLS!!!
went to chamelon spend $10.70
brought alot of thing..
like brought
Liquid eyeliner x2..
Eyelashes curler..
FakeEyelashes x2..
Small Mirror..
Powder Puff x2..
other money left buy food eat leh..=D Alot hoh?
but when u see those thing i brought u will say little nia..for me =D haha..
Heart Pain..Pain..=(
but also happy..=D hahas!
kk i go sleep lerh..
nite nite.=D

so many flash back..=D

2009-08-22T01:48:00.006+08:00

Suddenly so empty..nothing to do?

Out of sudden i went to on mine laptop..

went to see yen yen & cynthia de blog..

somehow they forget where take le..but i still remember..

this photo was taking on the way to IMM..=D

saw this photo..let me think of alot of happy moment when i was in school..with lot of loving friend...

many image flashes through mine brain..

i really miss those day lorhx..

haven even start a lesson in school..jiu think of where to go after school..

i still remember the place we went to most offent is VIVO! and lots of photo took at there..

STUPID LAPTOP..dont have those sweet memories de photo..

so glad to be kids..=D love the older days..hope we can never lose contact with each other!

went to read mine older post..saw something weird in mine blog..why got the scroll bar..Pop out..

Fk lo..So Ugly lo!!!

Suddenly have the urge to meet all mine sister.!

suddnely wanna hug them tight tight and tell them i love you all and i miss you all alot..=(

so long bo see u all le..hows you all le?

fine marhx..? work hard for N level worh..

Girls i change mine phone number le..if u all keep find me but cant find call this number.. :91317768..=D save in your hp worrh.!!

Please la!

2009-07-27T10:53:00.007+08:00

Daphne Tan Ning Xiang or what ever shit la..
You dunno only la..i keep asking your brother i wanted to go home like a million times already..
you know what he say??'Cannot' and than what u wan me to do??
you say i ill-brated..dunno is who..
quarrel lose to people jiu bang door..
what wite all kind of sh!t in your blog about me??
mine cat ill-brated dunno whose de blog gt alot of mine cat de photo.dunno who sio..
you think i like to stay in your house arh?
dont shame less la..
if is not for ur didi..i long time ago leave this house..and leave this house full of you face liao lo..Stinkly face..
Just never eat the puff you fucking make..scold me ill-brated. WTF??
i play game hun tio you is it??
is your brother made me to come your house sleep de..if is not for UR DIDI i wont even want to think for a sec to stay in YOUT PARENTS HOUSE LO..
so you think this house is you buy de?
if you dont fucking like me i dont give u a fucking damm shit..
Only if your PARENTS TELL ME TO LEAVE YOU house i will do so..i wil leave within half and hours..call your parent to call me leave this house la??
tell me that they dont welcome me to this house and i forever wont step in to this house again..i swear.! you do what i say and i will do what u say leave this houes.!
leaving in a house of freak make me wanna PUKE..!!

Fucking Bitch!

2009-07-21T05:30:00.002+08:00

Hey you Fucking bitch you dont have the right to hit MINE CAT!
do you HEAR me..?
how dare you hit it infornt of me..you AssHole.!
even if mine cat does it wrong..
its still a baby!
who call you all de shoes put in side your house like got gold in die..SO WAD???
i dont see mine cat at mine own house got this problem chewing shoes?Oh GOD THAT STINK!!!
you though wad mine cat is a DOG.?only DOG does it..chewing smelly shoes!
Oh Please its hungry and nothing to eat than chew shoes?who wan to chew your smelly and STINK shoes??you beg me i also dont wan lo..PLEASE la..wake up lehx..
mine cat just giving you face than chew your SMELLY SHIT SHOES..
maybe dunno you step on wad than go smell nia lo..wad chew maybe is already torn than you saw mine cat chew it..
and what your 'PROJECT' paper torn mine cat make it? did you see it with your own eye..
only know how to show your FUCKING temper? wad bang door? Damm childish lah you..
than wad walk like elephant? BIG FUCK?
you think i scared you..you thought u really very rich arhx..know a rich boy so wad?
wad can marry a rich guy and be tai tai..OH PLEASE LA..STOP YR DAY DREAMING LO..

not posting till 13 may

2009-05-08T08:21:00.003+08:00

hiihii..=)
i wont be posting any post..this few day..eventhough wirte all the post also will be keeping not showing to plubic..=X
just waiting for mine blog to grow mushroom..!
hahas..when i am free or not so trouble anymore maybe i will be posting out..=)
this few days..rainning so heavly than when cold can hug you so tight..
feel so warm when you around..
=D
everyone..take good care of your self since the weather is not a good weather..
cold..and hot..cold than how again..
kk i got to go liao..
cya guys..=)

miss you loads

2009-04-16T18:54:00.003+08:00

you have gone for almost 1 week..miss you damm much..
have you been beaten when you are in side??
have you been sleeping well??
have you been eating well??
where will you go after you being sentance?? "RTC" NO WAY!!
cant afford to lose you again..
you call back home yesterday..you sound so sick..
what happened???
did they bullied you??
did they force you to do some thing which you did not do??
i offer 700 to your mother..ask her to see if those money she need..
some one gave me another 600..plan to use it after you come out..
tomorrow i will be waiting out side..the court for you..
wish to hug you tight tight never wanna let you go again..!
this month happened lots of thing..
first baby lost..but found..
now you..!
what happened to this year..unluckly month..
after this month hope everything will change.!!
i wanna good luck to come back..to us..when we used to have last time..can??
dear i miss you..
let me be your gardian angel...
let me protect you from danger and fighting...............
can i always be your gardian angel???

computer..!

2009-02-03T00:16:00.002+08:00

lols..today go collect computer..i go reformat..
guess what..it cost me 68 dollar!!lols!!
so EXPENSIVE..!
before i go reformat computer i cannot go into internet Explore..
now can already..so good!!
hahas..!!
all thanks to dear dear..he call me go where reformat and pei me go collect hahas!!!
kk gtg liao..play game..hahas

happy chinese new year.><

2009-01-25T14:19:00.004+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE!!!!
WISHING YOU GUYS A HAPPY CHINES NEW YEAR..!!
ANY ONE GIVING ME CHINESE NEW YEAR RED PACKET???!!
now at home dam boring..
dear dear sleeping..
no people pei me sms lehx..
any one saw this post please sms me ..
hahas..

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

kk i gtg lehx..
hahas..
buhy..
blog no longer going to rot liao!!!

newly adopt cat..

2009-01-01T03:35:00.006+08:00

MINE NEW CAT HIS IS MINE..!!!

MINE newly adopt cat..

his name BIG NAME IS:BABY..=)

cute rite??

ILOVEYOU BABY!!! MWARRKS..

adopt on 27 december..

ps: 2month old only

Happy new year..

2009-01-01T02:24:00.002+08:00

Just now count down wib dear sho happy..
hahas..
going to end soon!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
EVERY ONE!!!
and happy chinese new year!!!!!!!
I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!